In a lot of ways, actually. I’m drowning at work with a ton of stuff I don’t want to do (i.e. file) and I haven’t blogged in a few. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have anything relavent to say. I’m sure everyone feels that way sometimes, but I feel like it most of the time.
But, last night Jarrod and I were working on going through pictures to add to our photo-slideshow we are having at the wedding and I started feeling bad. I figured it was the lack of sleep catching up. Then, my stomach started hurting and I felt nauseous. Again, lack of sleep. As I was getting ready for bed, the light went off: I forgot to bolus for dinner! I checked my pump and sure enough, my last BG was at 1:00 p.m. Checked the sugar: 238 ACK! Feeling irresponsible and stupid, I took a correction and went to sleep.
I feel better today, although I’m not sure what my BG is. Why is that, you may ask? Oh, because I checked my sugar in the bedroom and put my meter on the bedside table – where it still sits now. Irresponsible and stupid. I’ll be leaving during lunch to get it. I don’t know where my brain is lately.
In other news, 29 days until the big day! And a crap TON of stuff left to do. We can’t get ahold of the guy who said he would play the piano during the ceremony – again, 29 days. I can’t work on my programs until we have the music picked out. I still need to get my bridesmaids a gift. Jarrod still has to get his groomsmen a gift. We have people to pay – photographer, done! I have to find somesort of paper to put in our favors and print a greeting on it. I’m having an issue with my dress. We have to order the guest book (and I couldn’t even make that an easy task). We have to finalize the rehearsal dinner details so I can get the invitations out for that soon. Gifts are coming in and we just had a wedding shower, I need to work on thank you notes (need to buy more thank you notes). And with everything else going on, things just pile up in the house and it looks like a tornado went through it. I am starting to stress! Not on the outside, but inside, I’m driving myself C-R-A-Z-Y!
As I type this I look outside and see the gorgeous Spring day. It makes me smile and I think I’ll leave on that note. Going to prop the office door open and at least enjoy the fresh air.
